sometimes i think
i don't give a shit about other people
most don't interest me
most annoy me
and in my head i constantly bitterly judge
i think of my friend
describing his evil, cunty landlord
"I just don't think she's ever been happy"
and I cringe
hope someday that won't be me
barking at my dogs at 6 am
mowing the lawn before others wake
just to know that i put a dent
in their perhaps perfect mornings