breathing
breathing
breathing
i sometimes wish i could just reach into my skull and pull out my brain and wash it off. like it could somehow rinse off all the bad thoughts and chemicals that are fussing with and fucking it up.
and it's a condition that makes you just ruminate and obsess. a snowball that just keeps feeding upon itself as it falls down the mountain until it's a freaking avalanche.
i'm having a brain storm today. and not in the fun, productive way. it's like a snow globe behind my eyes today. pieces of truth and sanity caught in a sea of chemicals that when shaken produces the effect of a gentle winter scene--from the outside.
ARGH!!!!!!
About Me
- Janice Brabaw
- New York, New York
- Janice Brabaw is the author of Universe, Disturbed, her first collection of poetry that draws directly from her teenage and college journals when she suffered from debilitating depression. She is also the author of And Again: A Memoir of a Life Disordered which chronicles her struggles with depression and borderline personality disorder. And Again is slated to be released in 2009 and Universe, Disturbed is currently in it's second edition. Janice Brabaw lives in Williamsburg, Brooklyn. She runs the literary & musical series, Stained Glass Confessional in Brooklyn and has read at The Bowery Poetry Club, Otto's Shrunken Head, The Cake Shop, and the Library Lounge series at Telephone Bar. Her work has appeared in Poesis, The Toronto Quarterly, Ophelia Street, The Record, and the Cartier Street Review. More information about Janice can be found at www.JaniceBrabaw.com
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