I woke up and despite the sun shining thru my blinds and being surrounded by warm fluffy kitties I just woke up gloomy. I think it's because I woke up to nothing in my inbox but spam and bullshit. No one word on work. I go to all the usual sites and just see nothing. At least I feel less that it's personal. But fuck, times are HARD. I can't remember the last time I went this long being out of work. It's super scary.
I just feel really tired. Overwhelmed. Think I need to switch my meds back to the morning, might help. I just starting blaring "Army of Me" to get me revved up. Nothing inspires you to get your shit together like Bjork threatening to kick your ass. Dude, did you see what she did to that SWAN? Kicked it's ass then worn the shit as a dress! ;)
OK, let's see. What do I need to do today? Shower. Eat. Water plants. Clean litter. Clean fishtank. Gah. Already I'm stressed. :) OK. Gah. Best way to fight loser/pathetic/useless feeling of being broke and unemployed is to be useful right?
About Me
- Janice Brabaw
- New York, New York
- Janice Brabaw is the author of Universe, Disturbed, her first collection of poetry that draws directly from her teenage and college journals when she suffered from debilitating depression. She is also the author of And Again: A Memoir of a Life Disordered which chronicles her struggles with depression and borderline personality disorder. And Again is slated to be released in 2009 and Universe, Disturbed is currently in it's second edition. Janice Brabaw lives in Williamsburg, Brooklyn. She runs the literary & musical series, Stained Glass Confessional in Brooklyn and has read at The Bowery Poetry Club, Otto's Shrunken Head, The Cake Shop, and the Library Lounge series at Telephone Bar. Her work has appeared in Poesis, The Toronto Quarterly, Ophelia Street, The Record, and the Cartier Street Review. More information about Janice can be found at www.JaniceBrabaw.com
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