that I missed my Celexa last night, that I had four drinks last night, and that I have PMS.
Which means I can't stop my wildly swinging emotions and my desire to eat EVERYTHING. Which adds to more blues.
I also feel like a giant failure in my life. But oh well. We can't all be insanely successful, amazingly beautiful and together, or blessed in love. Some of us are just insane, amazing, and blessed. Just not perhaps in the ways that we'd like.
Nothing you can do. Keep trying, blitzkrieg the hell out of the world, then sit back and stoke the fire. And if the fire doesn't rage, that's just the way it goes.
So I'm stoking right now.
About Me
- Janice Brabaw
- New York, New York
- Janice Brabaw is the author of Universe, Disturbed, her first collection of poetry that draws directly from her teenage and college journals when she suffered from debilitating depression. She is also the author of And Again: A Memoir of a Life Disordered which chronicles her struggles with depression and borderline personality disorder. And Again is slated to be released in 2009 and Universe, Disturbed is currently in it's second edition. Janice Brabaw lives in Williamsburg, Brooklyn. She runs the literary & musical series, Stained Glass Confessional in Brooklyn and has read at The Bowery Poetry Club, Otto's Shrunken Head, The Cake Shop, and the Library Lounge series at Telephone Bar. Her work has appeared in Poesis, The Toronto Quarterly, Ophelia Street, The Record, and the Cartier Street Review. More information about Janice can be found at www.JaniceBrabaw.com
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